— feeling what?!?
The Experiment N-32 - STEPHEN KEENE

I am not sure about the author. I think that maybe English is a second language for him. The story could have been so much better if he had gotten someone to proofread and edit it for him, but it suffered because of the many grammatical and syntax errors in it. It made reading it very awkward. The promise of a good story was there, but the execution was poor.